So Long, Ann
Ann, it's been a long long time since you left me. And I'm not ashamed to say that it ripped the life out of me. What happened was devastating and I have fought to understand what I had done to deserve the seemingly endless misery and loneliness to which I was banished. Though now, I have to tell you that I just won't do it any longer.
I had no reason to think that we would ever be apart. I can vividly remember the warm summer night that we met along the river. Your jet black hair in some monster poofy 80's style that still is a turn-on, and those blue jeans, white pumps and a belt so wide that it looked like it belonged on a gay lumberjack. How I came to catch your eye remains a mystery to me, but I'm glad that I had the courage to walk over to you and talk to you. Your friends were adverse to that idea and made it quite difficult to actually carry on a conversation. I should have known what I was setting myself up for into the future, but back then who really could have known?
The day after everything came to an abrupt end, we were supposed to attend a concert. The tickets still sit in a drawer, I can't bring myself to throw them out even though they're completely useless and another shining example of my inability to actually let you go. I giggle over how sad it is, but then I'll start thinking of you being gone and resolve to deal with it another day. The ticket printing is so faded that it can no longer be read and the paper has slowly turned brown, probably in a reaction with the cedar oil from the little box in which they're kept. The tickets still remain in that box.
Thanks to your no-good friends who let you drive home stupidly drunk, you're in a box. You drove off into a ditch, ejected from the car (no one wore seat belts much then) and you ran yourself over with your own car. They say you died instantly, I used to think I wasn't so lucky.
It has been a struggle Ann. I always went with what I knew and that was just too hard to replace. Actually, I've learned that everyone is pretty much unique and I had to stop trying to find you. You're gone, that's just the way it is. Sure, they told me you were in Heaven looking down on me. I bought into that for a while, but I was having more fun thinking that you've been reincarnated as the neighbor's cat. You still come to the door and peek in on me, making all sorts of noise if I don't respond. If I your name, you're quiet and go about your business. It works, it's cute, but even I'm beginning to think is just me trying to delay the inevitable.
I met someone off Craigslist, Ann. I think this is the part where if you are the cat, you'll puke on the porch. Seriously though, she is nothing like you. And while nothing may ever come of this, I've come to terms with the fact that it's just time. So long Ann, I miss you.
Oh, just in case you are that cat; I planted some catnip out by the shed.
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Im looking for a woman that would like to spend some fun time with me on (or the night before) my birthday. I would love something reoccurring that would become a FWB situation, but a one night thing is alright, too. I want to make it clear that I am looking for sex, but even though it may be for my birthday, anything youre not comfortable with, we wont do. I guess I respect personal bounds more than most guys because Ive had my own bounds crossed, too. I dont like it, and I dont want to make you feel that. I want it to be a happy, good time between us, and not just for me.
Stipulations:
I cannot host, so please either host, or be willing to spend time in a hotel room. I would prefer someone that could host.
I would very much appreciate cuddling time before and after, but I know that some people arent comfortable with that, and so it isnt a deal breaker if you dont want to do that.
I enjoy taking my time, and totally exhausting myself multiple times. Please plan accordingly.
Age, race, and size (as long as youre comfortable being with a skinny white male) does not matter.
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I have brown curly hair, and blue eyes.
I do participate in a sport, but Ill save that till later.
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Im really smart and well educated, and I love to tutor in the math and science areas.
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I know that there can be great pleasures from rough sex, though I also enjoy gentle sex, and I know the powers of foreplay, too.
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I am cut, and shaved. Sadly, I cant exactly do anything about that if you dont like that.
I have a high sex drive, and would like if you did, too. Although not having a high sex drive is not a deal breaker.
I have the best time when youre having a good time with me. Id rather be told that Im not hitting your right spot, and change so that I am, rather than you just dealing with it.
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If you think that you would like to share your bed with me, I would love to talk to you, and if youd like, we could set something up!
Counting today, my birthday is in three days, although if the add is still up, Ive not found anyone, and am still looking.
Thank you very much, and have a wonderful night!
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